Today i feel like crying….So i will!!

You know what?? Sometimes its okay to cry. Actually, no…I think its always okay to cry. I dont think anyone should ever have to pretend that theyre happy when all they want to do is break down and cry. And i know that most people do that-Pretend like everything’s fine, when its just NOT- I know i do it…A lot actually. And i wish people would stop saying “Smile! Life’s great!!”. I mean sure…Life IS great, but its not always easy. Its not always great. It gets hard. REALLY hard sometimes. We all know it…So why do we all pretend like we’re happy, when secretly we’re all going home and crying our eyes out? Society has seriously messed with me head :/

When ever i get pissed off or im feeling down, i always write random stuff on my ipod. i dont know why….I always have my ipod with me i guess. My ipod is my way of expressing myself. So i absolutely freeking HATE it when someone asks, “Hey, can i have a look through your ipod?” I just want to say to all those people…”NO! Get your own fucking ipod!!”

Yeah…Just thought id share that with you :)

The most annoying thing is that i know its my fault. I never told you how i felt, and i should have. I know that now. But now you’ve moved away. We never see each other, and we never talk anymore. And you have no idea how much it kills me when i see that your relationship status has changed to ‘In A Relationship’. But i know i shouldnt be complaining…I just feel soo stupid that i didnt tell you how i felt when i had the chance.